What happened yesterday.

-Azilah-

I met hidayah yesterday after her morning shift at 4pm.Had our dinner at Food junction at century sq.after that,we went shopping for her things..spent around 2 hrs shopping.after dat,we hanged out at the void deck of one of the flats near Tamp library.We were catching up on news since almost a month we did not meet.haha..its fun when we talked bout a lot of topics such as about life,GUYS and work.She is one of my closest fren :) regard her as a sister.so i feel at ease confiding in her whenever i have probs esp. bout..yeah GUYS topic :)
I cant log in msn a while back.For almost 2 hrs, i had been trying to log in.at the same time,Rizam called me..so chatted with him for an hour..

For your info,Rizam is my neighbour ever since i was born.So our families know each other well.But after a few years,he moved out to the other end of the block.so we lose contact n became strangers instead.But a few days ago,i actually chatted with him at irc.hahah...so i grabbed the chance to get to know him better so i disguise myself as 'Arnie' n i live in the neighbouring few blocks away.He got no idea that 'Arnie' was actually me.So we smsed for a few days n he finally called me just now.One of the topics i asked him was that why guys didn't even smile at their girl neighbours [me].he just gave a few pendapat.First reason : the guy don't want to make the girl to think dat he is interested in her.Second reason : the guy is afraid that the girl will not return his smile.Third reason : the guy wants to steer clear from the girl if their families noe each other.he was afraid the girl will tell the guy's mum watever the guy do to her and also will feel awkward.
Welz, i conclude that the third reason apply to me.HE wants to steer clear of me just because im his neighbour and i noe his mum!
Hah. i am more than happy if he at least bother to make me as his friend. Then he encouraged me to make the first move if i am in that situation and think positive that guy will accept me as his friend.Hah.Just feel upset bout his pendapat. Tsk,tsk..welz at least i know what he tinks bout 'tegur jiran'..Sob..sob..But i will still continue to disguise myself as 'Arnie' just for the sake of keeping in touch and being frens with him.But i am looking forward to our next phone conversation ;=)
Even though it hurts for not being able to tell the truth,i have to brave myself to keep things as they are rite now. After all, he is still my jiran..
Thanks for reading dis post..makes me feel better :)