hmm

-Azilah-


I am emotionally,physically and mentally tired.On everything.just wan a good nyte sleep n hope all worries are gone by the time i wake up...

my fren

-Azilah-


I had a very close best guy friend,Aizat.we always chatted on the phone late at nyte..sumtimes even after midnight..n smsed him everyday...we had known ever since 2003..close to 5 yrs already now...but we became closer when he was enlisted for NS in 2005.

so we had been keeping in touch almost everyday from 2005 till 2006..he was my confidante n he never fails to make me laugh...he was good at cracking jokes and he really knew how to get my attention...

we will share secrets n thoughts...i did not keep any secrets from him except for one...that i liked him.i liked his personality n attitude...he is really pious and always reminding me to solat. i really treasured the times with him...

then everything changed when he started to date dis girl,S..slowly we started to drift apart from each other..he started to avoid me..n the reason he gave me was that his girl wont allow him to talk to any ladies except his family..so 2 yrs had passed...so recently i really missed him n felt like giving him a call although i knew he dun like it...

I called him at 11pm awhile back..He picked up the call wit not-so-happy voice.

Aizat: Hello?
Azilah:Hello?Aizat B M S ke tu? [ B M S means Bin Mohd Sidek]
Aizat: Ye saya.
Azilah:Masih kenal tak sape nie?
Aizat:Awak,kita nga online.Kita kol awak alik.
Toot, toot...the line went dead..in a hurry to end the call...sigh...

Then half an hr later,he smsed me.

'Sorry ila,i promise my gurl not to contact any other girls except her.Hope u understand.'

yeah great...short n sour.
of course, i didn't reply....he dun want to talk to me.he dun need me in his life either...fine.
welz,i felt so heartbroken...i hope to ask bout his wellbeing such as his life n family but he tot there is no need for me to contact him anymore just becoz of that gf of his who had known him for a yr oni...watever....sigh....things really end up dis way...i dun understand him at all...

Nyamuks..

-Azilah-


eiks...my whole house is infested by 4 or more meskitoes flying ard sucking our blood..
wondering where dis pesky flying insects come from...but there is no stagnant water in my home..hmm...must be my neighbours la...breeding meskitoes..been spraying Baygon everywhere..n applying calamine lotion on bright red bumps on my legs...tsk tsk...i hope the meskitoes didnt bite Neneng too...
thanks,Rizal for praising the blogskin...haha the coffee blogskins still exist...saved it in my computer just in case i feel like looking at coffee cups again..if u want me to change to the coffee skin back,tell me...jgn memalu ye..lol...themes ehk...no particular themes...u can blog bout ur day,life or ur gf pe...
nt neccesarily ur fishes kan kan kan? haha....jus kidding..watever u want to blog about..just go ahead...dun forget to put ur moods n imeem aite..
oh aru bis exam...kening pun ble gugur ke?i tot bulu mata je...i pun nga stress bout my upcoming exams...sigh...
haha...ok time for me to sleep...tata...

Waaaaah

Tsk, tsk, tsk. Cantiknye blog. What happen to the old one eh? Hehe..Got tired looking at coffee eh? Hee. First n foremost, must thank Ila for her hard work into creating this simple, yet beautiful blog. Im not much of an expert, u know tt rite. :P. Nak update my profile pun took quite a while. Whats the theme eh ni kali, Ila? I'll try not blogging abt fish animore k. Sendiri tengok i dah menyampah. Hee. Tapi kalo tak blog psal ikan nak blog psal ape eh? Hmmm..I just bought a 2nd hnd 4ft tank, errr...this coming Sat I nak pegi Kelong, pancing, errr...I just got back frm Tamp library, pinjam buku 'freshwater fish'. Heee.

Aniways, Ila pun dah kerja, jarang blog. Kadang2 jumpe jgk kat msn mlm2. Lately, I hv to prepare for my exams. Last mth baru clear 4 papers. Raser mcm nak botak kepala ni. This time rnd 6 papers seh, lagi dahsyat. Bulu kening pun blh gugur agaknye. Dah lah, since this is my first blog kan, aft sometime, I'll keep it short and neat. Surely I'll find other more interesting topics to share. Maybe on tips, tricks and methods on how to catch a freshwater fish k. LOL.
Regards, Rizal

haa

-Azilah-

My contract ends dis 31 july..tot of extending my contract but my AVP said they dun have the budget...takde budget ke nak get rid of me fast? elehh..nyampah aku...one of my colleague is also a contract staff... jus joined last month but she converted him to full time already...nah..watever lah minah.so bias...unfair...
Anyway,someone say he wants to blog...tak blog pun...tak update profile pun...biasa la...kata busy sgt...betul tak encik Rizal? :D

A sad Bday

to everyone who had wished me 'Happy Birthday', thanks for all ur wishes..that really made me happy..The first person to wish me was my blog partner,Rizal..ard an hour before midnite..haha.thanks.really appreciate it..next person to wish me was also called Rizal,my neighbour.haha..so both Rizal[s] wished me even before the clock struck midnite :) Thanks Wing Yu,Izwadi,my brother,Luqman,Hidayah and my brother in law [all in order].Sigh..was looking forward to finishing work early n followed abg to Courts Tampines but had to work OT...until 9pm..boring sey when u had to work late in the night on ur bday...takpe la...sabar je la aku..

Haha

-Azilah-

Ok,an hour late to update about yesterday..here goes

Didnt bring my IC.was supposed to change it for a visitor's pass..w/o dat pass,i cant enter my workplace..nasib baik dat makcik security guard allow me to pass thru..but she sempat kasi warning to remind me that i must never forget to bring my IC..and besides,i didnt even bring my entry pass too! i had to borrow the entry pass from my colleague just to enter the department n the toilet...wat the heck happen to me?so forgetful..as a result,i had to ask my colleague to buy packed lunch for me..sigh..
And my tudung was the same design as Kak Wardah,one of my colleague..such a coincidence plak...anyway,it was such a busy day...with lots of work on my desk,waiting for me to clear...my shoulders were aching..i really need a good massage!! :) hmm,gonna turn 22 in less than 24 hrs...so sad...the second year of my twenties...

-Azilah-

My current mood now is

Ello everyone!
Its been two months since dis blog was under maintenance by me...sorry ya,i took so long to change the blogskin...Busy life,i tell ya..work n work and no time for myself [shopping].now i am in the third month of working at my workplace.Had lost in touch wit our blogger frens..so hopefully,i can update almost everyday,insya allah :)