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-Azilah-
I am emotionally,physically and mentally tired.On everything.just wan a good nyte sleep n hope all worries are gone by the time i wake up...
Saturday, 26 July 2008
Thursday, 24 July 2008
my fren
-Azilah-
I had a very close best guy friend,Aizat.we always chatted on the phone late at nyte..sumtimes even after midnight..n smsed him everyday...we had known ever since 2003..close to 5 yrs already now...but we became closer when he was enlisted for NS in 2005.
so we had been keeping in touch almost everyday from 2005 till 2006..he was my confidante n he never fails to make me laugh...he was good at cracking jokes and he really knew how to get my attention...
we will share secrets n thoughts...i did not keep any secrets from him except for one...that i liked him.i liked his personality n attitude...he is really pious and always reminding me to solat. i really treasured the times with him...
then everything changed when he started to date dis girl,S..slowly we started to drift apart from each other..he started to avoid me..n the reason he gave me was that his girl wont allow him to talk to any ladies except his family..so 2 yrs had passed...so recently i really missed him n felt like giving him a call although i knew he dun like it...
I called him at 11pm awhile back..He picked up the call wit not-so-happy voice.
Aizat: Hello?
Azilah:Hello?Aizat B M S ke tu? [ B M S means Bin Mohd Sidek]
Aizat: Ye saya.
Azilah:Masih kenal tak sape nie?
Aizat:Awak,kita nga online.Kita kol awak alik.
Toot, toot...the line went dead..in a hurry to end the call...sigh...
Then half an hr later,he smsed me.
'Sorry ila,i promise my gurl not to contact any other girls except her.Hope u understand.'
yeah great...short n sour.
of course, i didn't reply....he dun want to talk to me.he dun need me in his life either...fine.
welz,i felt so heartbroken...i hope to ask bout his wellbeing such as his life n family but he tot there is no need for me to contact him anymore just becoz of that gf of his who had known him for a yr oni...watever....sigh....things really end up dis way...i dun understand him at all...
I had a very close best guy friend,Aizat.we always chatted on the phone late at nyte..sumtimes even after midnight..n smsed him everyday...we had known ever since 2003..close to 5 yrs already now...but we became closer when he was enlisted for NS in 2005.
so we had been keeping in touch almost everyday from 2005 till 2006..he was my confidante n he never fails to make me laugh...he was good at cracking jokes and he really knew how to get my attention...
we will share secrets n thoughts...i did not keep any secrets from him except for one...that i liked him.i liked his personality n attitude...he is really pious and always reminding me to solat. i really treasured the times with him...
then everything changed when he started to date dis girl,S..slowly we started to drift apart from each other..he started to avoid me..n the reason he gave me was that his girl wont allow him to talk to any ladies except his family..so 2 yrs had passed...so recently i really missed him n felt like giving him a call although i knew he dun like it...
I called him at 11pm awhile back..He picked up the call wit not-so-happy voice.
Aizat: Hello?
Azilah:Hello?Aizat B M S ke tu? [ B M S means Bin Mohd Sidek]
Aizat: Ye saya.
Azilah:Masih kenal tak sape nie?
Aizat:Awak,kita nga online.Kita kol awak alik.
Toot, toot...the line went dead..in a hurry to end the call...sigh...
Then half an hr later,he smsed me.
'Sorry ila,i promise my gurl not to contact any other girls except her.Hope u understand.'
yeah great...short n sour.
of course, i didn't reply....he dun want to talk to me.he dun need me in his life either...fine.
welz,i felt so heartbroken...i hope to ask bout his wellbeing such as his life n family but he tot there is no need for me to contact him anymore just becoz of that gf of his who had known him for a yr oni...watever....sigh....things really end up dis way...i dun understand him at all...
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